Dear Trista,This is my honest opinion: I don't think you should completely abandon your modelling career. I think you have a substantial contribution to make, and, furthermore, as a ts girl. Also, how are your pursuits coming along behind the camera, meaning as a photographer?Perhaps, who knows, your real talent lies there. I think it is a great oppurtunity for you to network with models and photographers, and, perhaps, ts models, like yourself. I'm certain there are a few ts models in the industry, Trista, besides yourself. You should try and get to know them. Also, have you ever explored documentary photography. I once heard you say in one of your posts that you were interested in telling the stories of ts women. Well? Anyway, please, don't give up modelling entirely. Perhaps, you should stretch your imagination, but not too thinly, though. I think you have a bright future ahead, because you have a beautiful spirit. Also, I implore you, please, stick to your plan of reading a new book each month. You have a great vocabulary already, but reading extensively can only help to improve it. Stay beautiful as you are, especially, where it counts, inside. Take care of yourself now.